The calendar turned cruel - By Siyolise Nkumanda

Written By: Siyolise Nkumanda

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Siyolise Nkumanda presents a deeply moving piece, "The calendar turned cruel," in the Poetry category of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Nkumanda's poem explores themes of loss and the passage of time, capturing the emotions tied to personal and familial upheaval. This competition offers a platform for poets and writers around the world to share their voices and stories, spotlighting their unique creative expressions.

About the Work

"The calendar turned cruel" is an evocative portrayal of personal loss and the struggle to move forward. The poem's reflective tone and vivid imagery convey the emotional weight of losing loved ones amidst life's milestones. Nkumanda's literary style is both poignant and introspective, inviting readers to journey through the poet's memories, where each step forward is a testament to resilience and the enduring power of love.

The calendar turned cruel

Original Submission by Siyolise Nkumanda

The calendar turned cruel

The calendar turned cruel in the year I turned twenty

when the pillars of my world fell four months apart.

In May the hospital doors closed behind my grandmother leaving me with a promised later that never arrived and a guilt that tears at the fabric of my soul.

Then September came with its own sudden silence four days after my birthday my father was gone.

Leaving the summer promises sitting in the dust of August and the

November visit hanging in the air like a ghost.

I blame my own feet for not forcing the way forward for letting the loud voices keep me from his door until the next time I saw him was the last time of all.

Now I am left standing in the wreckage of the aftermath wondering why every step must be a mountain to climb carrying the heavy love of the two who truly saw me while trying to forgive the child who was only trying to survive.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar celebrates the art of words by bringing together poets and writers from diverse backgrounds. This prestigious event aims to recognize and showcase the talent and creativity of participants worldwide, fostering a global community of artistic expression and literary excellence.

We extend our heartfelt gratitude to Siyolise Nkumanda for sharing "The calendar turned cruel" with us in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your evocative work resonates deeply, and we thank you for contributing your profound voice to this celebration of poetry and creativity.

About Hashtag Kalakar

Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.