Suicidal Note- Part 2 - By Charmine

Written By: Charmine

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 welcomes a profound entry from Charmine, titled "Suicidal Note- Part 2." As a participant in the poetry category, Charmine delves into deeply personal themes, capturing the raw essence of emotional pain and introspection. This entry stands as a testament to the power of written expression to convey complex emotions and personal experiences.

About the Work

"Suicidal Note- Part 2" by Charmine is a poignant exploration of emotional turmoil and longing for connection. The poem is rich with imagery and heartfelt pleas, reflecting the speaker's desire for understanding and solace amidst suffering. The work's raw intensity and candid reflection on personal relationships and unfulfilled dreams create a resonant piece that speaks to the universal human experience of seeking love and acceptance.

Suicidal Note- Part 2

Original Submission by Charmine

Suicidal Note- Part 2

Poem

By: Charmine Hlongwane

I look down at my hands.

I’m bleeding.

I didn’t do anything.

I’m hurting.

My heart is pouring out my chest,

Looking for an escape,

A way out of my dark chest.

The chest that holds every pain, every anger, every sadness.

My heart is pouring out my chest,

The one that was stabbed multiple times…

By those I called my home.

By him, and her.

By them.

Why do you apologize and repeat what broke me?

Why tell me I’m not the problem but make me apologize?

Why tell me I’m not wrong but call me out for fighting for us?

You never loved me enough to stay with me.

To love me, care for me.

Look,

I’m bleeding.

I didn’t do anything.

I kept everything.

Let you do anything.

Now I’m bleeding.

But I didn’t do anything!

Oh, mother.

I never wanted you to go through this.

The world took what was left of me and now…

I’m bleeding.

I didn’t do anything.

Forgive me for leaving…

Father, don’t take me.

Let me see my kids.

Let me kiss my husband.

Let me call her my best friend.

Let him be like a brother to me.

Father, don’t take me…

Let my vulnerable body feel the sunrise.

Let my shiny eyes see sunset.

Let me feel the breeze of winter, the heat of summer,

Brushing against my skin.

Father, don’t take me

Let me build an empire,

Become a boss, an icon.

To be remembered for something great, at least

Oh, but Father…

I’m tired…

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, hosted by Hashtag Kalakar, celebrates the art of written expression across a diverse array of genres and themes. This prestigious event attracts writers and poets from around the world, offering a platform to share their unique voices and stories. With a commitment to fostering creativity and literary excellence, the competition remains a beacon for emerging and established talents alike.

We extend our heartfelt thanks to Charmine for sharing "Suicidal Note- Part 2" with us as part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your courage in expressing such profound emotions through poetry is truly commendable. We hope your work continues to inspire and resonate with readers around the world.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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