My Fear to Forever - By Aneetha Johannes

Written By: Aneetha Johannes

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In "My Fear to Forever," Aneetha Johannes delves into the profound landscape of human emotions. Her poem, a part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, paints a vivid picture of the complexity and beauty found within our emotional experiences. Through this poetic journey, Johannes invites readers to explore the intricate dance between fear and love, offering a glimpse into the transformative power of understanding and connection.

About the Work

Aneetha Johannes' "My Fear to Forever" is a heartfelt exploration of emotions, weaving a tapestry of fear, anxiety, and happiness. The poem's evocative imagery captures the physical manifestations of feelings, transforming them into a narrative of personal growth and emotional clarity. With a lyrical style, Johannes crafts a message of hope and self-discovery, ultimately leading to a sense of completeness and love.

My Fear to Forever

Original Submission by Aneetha Johannes

My Fear to Forever

I could never fully understand my emotions…

They always seemed to get the best of me and really get in my way.

The blocked my full view of life,

Blinding me to see its potential.

But I realised, and came to understand,

That if you feel it in your chest, it’s fear.

If you feel it in your muscles, it’s anxiety.

If you feel it in your head, it’s anger.

Feel it in your stomach, it’s intuition.

In your mouth, it’s disgust.

In your throat, it’s sadness.

Your face, it’s shame.

But if you feel it all throughout your body…

Its happiness.

I used to feel you in my chest…

Warm, but harsh.

Spreading down into my muscles,

And balling up inside my head,

Building up together like matted hair.

Until eventually,

You sat in my throat,

Boiled, burned,

And entirely covered my face.

But now it’s not so specific…

Because I feel you everywhere.

From the hair on my head,

To the toes on my feet.

Like blood rushing through my veins,

And like the nerves wrapping around my body completely.

Electrocuting life into me.

You circuit my bloodstream,

And settle in my heart.

And now I finally understand my emotions…

I used to be all over the place,

Jumping from fence to fence,

Surrounded by barbed wire,

And never finding the four safe walls to call, “home”…

Until I looked beyond the the gate that separated me from you,

Reaching out with a curious mind and aching body…

Until my hands finally felt yours,

And our hearts gracefully intertwined.

And now ‘home’ is the words,

“I love you”…

It is every negative emotion I’ve ever felt,

Swallowed up by the warmth of you.

It’s what I’d say to you in my last and final breath,

Cupping your face in my hand, caressing your cheek.

I feel you throughout my entire body.

In my chest, into my muscles, inside my head, my throat and all over my face…

I feel whole.

You complete me,

Forever.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar celebrates the art of storytelling through diverse voices. This prestigious platform invites writers and poets worldwide to share their unique perspectives, fostering a global community of creativity and expression. Participants are encouraged to explore themes close to their hearts, contributing to a rich tapestry of literary art.

We extend our gratitude to Aneetha Johannes for her poignant contribution, "My Fear to Forever," to the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Her exploration of emotions and the journey toward self-discovery resonates deeply, offering readers a profound reflection on the human experience. Thank you, Aneetha, for sharing your voice and vision with us.

About Hashtag Kalakar

Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.