Act 1 - By Sihle Ludonga

Written By: Sihle Ludonga

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Sihle Ludonga presents a thought-provoking piece titled "Act 1" as part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This entry in the Poetry category explores the nuances of identity and the pressures of conforming to societal expectations. Through engaging and introspective verses, Ludonga delves into the theme of authenticity versus performance, capturing the reader's attention with a candid and personal narrative.

About the Work

"Act 1" is a reflective exploration of self-perception and societal pressures. The poem's candid tone and vivid imagery paint a picture of an individual grappling with the dichotomy of natural self versus performed roles. Ludonga uses evocative language to highlight the emotional toll of constantly acting and the cracks in one's facade. The poem invites readers to reflect on the nature of authenticity and the courage it takes to embrace one's true self.

Act 1

Original Submission by Sihle Ludonga

Name: Sihle Ludonga

Title: Act 1

Act 1

By Sihle Ludonga

I would say that I act quite a lot.

I act natural.

Idk if I’m a good actor.

I can put on a performance.

Try show you an image of what I think you’ll approve.

I’m not a good actor,

I have cracks in my character.

I used to feel like I didn’t have to act around them

but I perform at home now.

I act unnatural.

Cracks always show,

I’m not a good actor.

But cracks are punished.

A good performance summons pressure.

I crack under pressure.

Now like I said I’m not a good actor.

These days I try to avoid acting,

you can’t have a bad performance

if you never hit the stage.

I remember,

back when directors loved me for acting natural.

I don’t know what changed.

All I know is that they hate that role now,

they want more,

they hate those performances,

say they convey a different message,

like 18 years of the person I’ve always been

was just memoir they pretended to enjoy.

Quoting old shows they “loved”

to prove how much they hate me.

Then they wonder why I avoid performing.

I’m still a good actor,

my shows are for my crowd.

Not Them anymore.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar celebrates diverse voices in poetry and creative writing from around the world. This prestigious event provides a platform for writers to showcase their talent and creativity, fostering a global community of literary enthusiasts. Participants explore various themes, creating a rich tapestry of contemporary writing that inspires and connects audiences.

We extend our heartfelt gratitude to Sihle Ludonga for sharing "Act 1" with us in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your exploration of identity and performance resonates deeply, offering poignant insights into the human experience. Thank you for contributing your voice and creativity to this vibrant literary community.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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