Words Don't Come Easy To Me

By Arushi Agarwal

Words are just creating a hustle in the mind as to where to start from

I try to blow the whistle, but they seem to be slipping out of the hand as air blown into a balloon to fly off

A gust of emotions causing a rust I can’t just burst away the seamless background of thoughts flowing off the face of simplicity

Is it really simplicity when I am depressed in depression or pressurized because of anxiety ... 

A ball of fire glowing with the heat of sorrow which symbolises the bubble of words like a water bubble in the swimming pool swimming across the shore to make me think more  

Body movement expressed are words that did not come easy to me ...The ghostly feeling of bad word choice scares the room of words that jump out with a blink of an eye; and says, Hey internal me, just stop making and shaking yourself to form a story

It is a story of words and a price of expression that coats you with sweetness to speak to someone

A story in my mind it is, I try not to go there as it is the events that stumbles my smooth sailing tongue

The words don't come easy to me

I am scared of their respective owners

My friends are sceptical of the school of thought I have in mind to make a most enjoyable story like the game of Jenga or word search where it's not easy to make a cheesy story 

By Arushi Agarwal