Will never be me

By Anansha Almyan

I’ve always loved you and I guess I always will. I can’t even help it. You haunt me.You haunt me at the worst times. Because I know no matter how hard I try I’ll always love you. I don’t think I’ve ever loved anyone but I love you more than I could ever imagine. Yet you don’t. I don’t think you even can. I don’t think anyone can. No one can ever love the way I love you. And you don’t even know.

You probably never will. I go through guys like crazy hoping to find a piece of you in them. You touch me and I die a little. You touch me like you love me and you don’t even know but I turn insane. You don’t love me. And I wanna cry because I know you never will. I always come back to you no matter what you do but you don’t even want me. I don’t think you know but I love you more than life and it’s killing me. Because we’re finally good and I’d never wanna not see you again. So I guess I’ll just suffer because I’d rather see you with her than not at all.

By Anansha Almyan