Who Am I - By Carolyn Miller

Written By: Carolyn Miller

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Carolyn Miller, a dedicated poet from South Africa, presents her evocative poem "Who Am I" as part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This poem, a profound exploration of identity and the quest for self-understanding, highlights the inner conflicts we often face. In the landscape of creative writing, Carolyn's work stands out for its raw emotional depth and introspective nature, inviting readers to reflect on their own journeys of self-discovery.

About the Work

"Who Am I" is a poignant meditation on the nature of identity and the dichotomy of existence. The poem employs vivid imagery and metaphor, portraying life as a dance of controlled movements, where the strings of expectation can be both binding and fragile. Carolyn Miller's use of the chrysalis metaphor captures a state of transformation, yet incomplete, reflecting the universal struggle of becoming. Her work resonates with an emotional intensity that speaks to the hidden lives we all carry within us.

Who Am I

Original Submission by Carolyn Miller

Who Am I

I'm half alive.

Maybe a little bit dead maybe a little bit alive

I'm the chrysalis that has just emerged out of her shell,

but has not quite made it all the way to be able to take her first breath and unfurl her wings.

I'm walking, I'm having conversations,

engaging

But it's not me.

I'm out of my space in time, looking in.

To who I should be, how I should be.

But it's not me

It's a marionette

Dancing with all the strings pulled up. And tight.

But it's just strings.

Thin binding that can be snapped and snipped in one heartbeat. It's a dance to the audience. The applause, wonderful.

For a second

And then all is still. All lights dull,

and I am left alone on a beautiful stage with an echo that sounds back, An emptiness of the soul.

I perform. I take off my dancing shoes.

And I am bleeding. But it's ok because I heard the applause. I heard the love.

For a second.

My encore is brief. But it's my last.

I chisel at my makeup.

Layer by layer, it sloughs off to reveal a face I cannot call my own. Yet so familiar in a certain light. A ghost that shimmers but at a turn of the head, disappears.

Who am I?

Carolyn Miller

Biography

Carolyn Miller is a South African poet and writer who has been writing poetry since her teens, mostly in notebooks kept out of sight. Publishing “Who Am I?” marked a turning point, an act of vulnerability and long delayed courage. Her work explores identity, belonging, and the inner lives we often hide. She is currently writing a YA fantasy series focused on neurodivergent teenagers and the magic of discovering why and who, you are meant to be.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar is a prestigious platform celebrating the art of the written word. This competition gathers voices from around the world, showcasing diverse narratives and poetic expressions. Participants contribute original works that explore a myriad of themes, offering readers a glimpse into the rich tapestry of global storytelling and creativity.

We extend our heartfelt thanks to Carolyn Miller for sharing her thought-provoking poem "Who Am I" with us in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Her work enriches our understanding of identity and the personal journey of self-realization. We look forward to seeing more of Carolyn’s insightful contributions to the literary world.

About Hashtag Kalakar

Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.