Where Do I Belong?

By Soumya Bhardwaj

I cry, I sigh!

I flush all who pry

But , wait!

Do I really deny? 

Cracks on the window

fear's crawling by.

Am I strong enough to fight,

Or am I just acting uptight?

Oh , Beloved!

where am I?

I am lost,

My soul all frost

Not here, not there,

I search myself with a lie.

Should I even try?

Oh, wait, who am I?

I am a girl,

A sister, 

A daughter, 

A friend,

waiting to amend?

But to me

A woman all ruined,

full of nuisance,

carrying the baggage of perfection,

leading life with determination,

striving for veneration.

All the beautiful worlds,

but not even a place where I feel loved

My soul all stoved!

Huh!

You ask where I belong?

Well,

Between the breaths,  I long.

By Soumya Bhardwaj