When It was My Turn..

By Shriyam Shukla

Everyone says,

it feels like you've grown up

I didn't felt

anything special,

when it was actually my turn..

I was neither happy of that,

nor sad.

I wasn't actually getting,

What's happening in my life?

Yaa, life changed a bit,

emotions were showing up

as usually,

but In a negative way..

I started overthinking,

spending most of the time

thinking, regretting or in guilt..

I felt the change later..

From an extrovert,

to an introvert..

From a confident one

to a timid person..

Emotions weren't in control,

24/7,

I had mood swings

feeling low,

Or in guilt,

and that for no reason..

yaa,

life did change..

I understood it but late,

there wasn't one in my life..

Who would teach me

tell me,

Or make me aware

of what's going to happen ahead,

I did it all on my own...

From handling emotions,

to controlling the worse feeling

I cried many days,

I fell down the hill,

but since,

I was to do it on my own

I stood up,

and started everything

with a graceful look..

By Shriyam Shukla