Was It All A Hallucination?

By Anushika Jain

Was it all a hallucination

or you really loved me,

Was it all fake?

or you really cared about me,

Although I know I was just a bet

but I still thought you would have grown feelings for me

after those unforgettable moments,

but suddenly I realized that I was nothing more than a toy to you

And today, when I think about the past, I realize that,

It was just me who was making efforts, and it was just you,

a jerk who didn't really glance at me lovingly,

It was me who still thought it would work, and it was you

who still cheated on me,

but at the end it was me getting a person who loved me 

from the bottom of his heart, and it was you who

regretted all his decisions for whole life.

By Anushika Jain