Untold Confession

By Kajal Joshi

For me Love is a beautiful thing which can happen unexpectedly. It doesn't have any limit it's beyond all the limits. If a person falls in love with someone then they love anyone apart from gender, age, caste, beauty, religion,etc. Everyone deserves to be love. Love can change everything. It can changes a bad person to a good one. Love teaches us how to live freely. For love everyone is ready to fight with the world. Love is bigger than anyone's ego, money, beauty, need,etc. The most important in love is trust. If there is no trust then there is no love, because love is based on trust. If a person falls in love for the very first time then for them the things around them become magical. They are like swimming on sky and flying on pool. It may sound funny but it's true; love is just like this pure magic. Love is not only about two unknown people coming together it also exists as parents love, siblings love, friends love and another one is to whom we love by our hearts, for whom our heart beats, for whom we start blushing just by seeing them in front of our eyes, for whom we pray to god.

If you are in true love you will start feeling your love in every song even you start to watch the world by their eyesight and the interesting thing is that you will start finding them in crowd. If you see your love is in pain then your eyes will fill with tears and if they are happy you will also feel happy. If someone loves you then they don't see or judge on basis of beauty, money, personality,etc. They only see beauty of soul and heart. And if you get this kind of love then please never let them go catch them, hug them and never leave them because it's not easy get this type of love. If your love someone is true then one day you will get your love. For some people love means only two days of enjoyment and being physical but for me that's not love. And I don't believe in first sight love because I think it's only based on the beauty it's my opinion.

I'm going to tell you about a girl who's name is Minu and she is from a small town girl. Minu is a very kind, polite, helpful and good girl. And she was also a very intelligent student. Minu was in degree college persuing her second year in B.A.F(Accounts and Finance) and she was having a less friends and she doesn't use to talk much with boys but only regarding notes. But she was a very notorious girl. Minu was very opposite of her friends because whenever they used to discuss about their love life then she used to say them that, "What is love?"and for her the definition of "love was only two days drama" today this boy and then tomorrow another boy and her friends use to her that, "When you will fall in love then only you will understand what is love and then you will only say love is such a beautiful thing!". But Minu said them, "instead of wasting time in this stupidity I will study and score good marks and you also study otherwise you will get KT's".

But the time changes things also start changing. One day she accidentally fall in love with him. His name is Armaan. Armaan was the only guy who was very charming, handsome, muscular, kind, polite boy and every girl use to about him only but Minu always ignore him and she don't see him she use to tell to her friends, "Why every girl is talking about him only whole day and you all are also talking about him only I don't like him what happen if he is handsome and I don't find he is handsome". One day there was a fight between Armaan and one girl they both have a heated argument and that girl was saying him anything and showing him attitude and Armaan was quietly listening to her and as she completed her talk then Armaan said her, "to whom you are showing attitude I will give you one fight you will fall down". Minu was seeing this fight but she was just staring at Armaan and his action whatever he was doing. But that girl with whom he was fighting she said to him, "I will only give one fight and you will fall down and then you will get your lost brain" and the entire class was enjoying their fights and laughing even they both were making fun of each others talks and action. But someone sitting in corner and continuously staring at Armaan you know about whom I'm telling and she is Minu. Yes she was continuously staring him and smiling and saying to herself only, "Armaan is not so bad as what I'm thinking he is little cute". Minu was the only girl who said that she hates Armaan but she was fallen for him but she doesn't tell about the feelings that has started developing for him. She was also not accepting her feeling for Armaan. As the days passes Minu started liking Armaan.

One day one of her friend comes tell her that, "Minu have you seen Armaan's pic on Facebook in which he is flaunting his six pack abs!". In the feeling of curiousness she checked his pic and she sees that everyone was praising his looks and commenting, "you look so hot!!you look handsome as always!;-)". So she also commented as friend but next day her friends asked her, "you have also commented on Armaan's photo". She said, "Yes! Everyone has commented so I also commented then what happened". Everyone comes to know that Minu has commented on Armaan's photo so they all started teasing her by his name. After due to this uneasiness that her friends created in her she texted him, "I'm sorry Armaan I only commented because I want to be your friend as everyone has commented so I too and I'm extremely sorry". On this his reply was, "No, it's ok! Chill Relax!". After his reply she was feeling relaxed and happy. When she was passed and gone in third year. All of the other classmates and his friends kept on teasing her and they started making fun of her feelings.

But she had a genuine feelings for him but not because of he looks cool and handsome. She finds him good as a person. She thinks that he may have told about their conversation to his friends that they had on which his friends used to tease her. But she never minded and she used to ignore them. She was very happy in her small world. She was not expecting any love in return from him but she only wanted a bond of friendship from him but he failed to give him.

She always used to find him everywhere it may be crowd, air, music, dream. She always used to stare at him as her friends tells her that, "Armaan is staring at you", she said, "No, you may be mistaken why he will look at me he may be looking some where else and you all are crazy". But the secret was that she only knows she has also noticed that sometimes Armaan looks at her but then later she thought that she may be mistaken. Whenever Armaan don't use to come in college she becomes very sad and when she used to see Armaan she used to be very happy. When someone use to takes his name in front of her she use to feels like butterflies dancing in her stomach and heart. She was very happy and enjoying the every moments of her love journey. But at the same time the worst thing was he and his friends use to make fun of her and her feelings. She never him stopping his friends from teasing or bullying her. Infact, he too used to laugh and enjoy these. She don't know the reason why they used to bully her so much. She started thinking that she is not a beautiful girl and she don't have a good personality like other girls. As some of her friends supported her and they explained her that, "Please take your stand Minu why are not stopping them". But whenever she was about to say something they used laugh and make fun of her talks. She never tells anyone the actual reason to anyone except two of her very close friends. Rest used to think that she likes because he looks good, he is rich but that was not like that. And she thinks that she is rejected because they want only a beautiful face and not a beautiful heart. Armaan didn't talk even with her, he didn't clear anything with her, he never ask her anything about her feelings for him & Minu never confessed also. If she was only loving him because of this good looking thing & all then she had been fallen for many handsome boys in the class. I'm not feeling pity for Minu I'm just feeling pity for Armaan because he has lost the precious jems because this type of caring and loving only we get once in life. So never let them go.

If a person loves someone truly then why their feelings are not accepted and respected. If you can't accept someone's feelings then at least don't disrespect them and their feelings. Because you might don't know that someone will also do this same thing with you. For some people only beauty matters not the heart. Love is not a joke and please don't play with someone's genuine feelings and don't make fun of them. Respect everyone's Love! First love for everyone is unforgettable.

By Kajal Joshi