“Two Unknown Or Stranger Love Birds”

By Anuradha Singh

This is a story of two lovebirds,

Both started talking as unknown friend,

That bond was so strong.

One called its friendship, the other called its love.

Both smile and laugh together,

They liked each other,

Both loved to spend time together.

Each had care-concern for another.

But lots of funny fights and arguments,

No meetings, no calls,

But still the reason for each smile or laugh.

Never saw, never knew how they looked,

That was a true bond of hearts’ feelings for each other,

They liked this friendship and had a love bond,

But full of illusion and confusion,

As still both were strangers or unknown.

They liked to live together, Tried to tease or bother,

If one was sad, the other one felt bad.

If one awoke, the other tried to wake.

The friendship was more than itself,

But that was love the one never said,

There was a true bond of friendship and love,

The boy treated her as the most precious friend and his beloved.

Once the girl was not visible online for 2 days to him,

The boy got scared,

He asked why you were not with me,

You don’t care.

I was in pain and worry,

Feeling bad and sorry,

What wrong I said to you?

That make far from me to you...

Don't you realize my pain?

You are my profit and my gain.

I wanna hold you with me,

Live my life for you…

Do you think I’m capable for you?

Will you ready to marry with me?

The girl was shocked,

She thought he is in the mood of fun & mock…

As for her... it was just a friendship,

Suddenly why he is calling it love? ….

So she asked lots of question, to clarify this confusion.

Argument and discussion was going on, He was answering & explaining...

She said you don't know me much?

And he replied what I know is sufficient.

She said I don't believe in love?

He said l have love and trust both, my dear beloved.

She asked until when you will?

And he said till I hold my breath..., I’ll be yours only...

Even if I die still will be with you as your shadow…

She said, I am older to you and also a teacher...

You are younger to me and have different caste, dear!

He said, “By the way I'm not a student of yours”,

Age and height are just number...I'm pretty sure.

She again repeated, our height and age also don't match…!

He replied, it’s about only a year, that I came late in this world,

But I will assure you, I’ll care you without this gape of age’ swirled’.

The girl liked it so much...

but asked herself…..

Can I break my own rules?

To solve the mystery what is actually true??

What is the definition of real love?

What a love actually demands?

Can anyone choose love above religion or caste?

It's a time of confusion,

She had lots of illusions.

Thus she again asked...

We are unknown,

Never meet,

Never talks on calls,

Even in reality how you look...I don't know...

You are just a stranger, an invisible person for me.

And the boy said...I'll solve this problem...

I'll come to meet you ...Will see you from a distance...

You just need to come at that particular venue...

I'll see you and you can...

The girl tried to tell him…..,

It’s not possible, it’s wrong...

It's not allowed in my family and for me it's also wrong.

He said, “I assure you there will be nothing wrong.”

The girl got calm for a while...his every answer forcing her to say ‘YESS’

Somehow she doesn’t know what she should say...

So she tried to avoid and said ... I can't bear hot summer.

The boy said... I have solar panel...You will be in light all the time.

The girl said ….Very funny! In your dreams...!

The boy said…You come in my every dream.

I promise you will hardly put your feet on rough road.

I'll keep you in my heart...

Look after you as a treasure on top!

And she said, Good joke!

Although His every line …every words… touched her heart, STILL she is unable to say ‘YES’!

She had something unexplained ……..so thinking!

I know he is not wrong.

But I’m not that much strong.

It's true bond but people force us to do wrong.

I hate these rules regulations and all kinds of laws...

But even my surroundings also favour the same flaws.

She was thinking with whom I have to fight,

What we will get by this, just a barren sight.

He is a nice person

It’s a pleasure to hold his hand for my whole life,

But can I be his wife?

That is something forbidden in our society,

And his family for him is also on top priority,

And even I, Myself can't deny...

It's not even difficult,

It's impossible, not only for HIM, even all guys.

How anyone can leave family for love?

And if tries, will they live happily as the couple of dove?

So The Girl Asked Again…..

Why you love me and what you like.

Do you even know I'm dull or bright?

What l likes to do and what I hate more???

Don't you know I can't bear liars and cheaters or fraud...?

Why are you kidding like this??

Do you know what love is??

People do time pass on the name of this love,

I can't do that I don't like.

Love the one with whom you can go ahead,

Or choose the one who will be with you till death.

I understand what you wish for...

But people demand other things more.

Everyone will judge us at different levels,

And every time they will pick out some default and errors,

We will get options only,

And those options will force us to live lonely.

This is a world of fake people,

Fraud People do scam on the name of love,

How can you identify I'm the real one??

May be I said all false things to you...

Playing a game of hearts with you...

Your trust and believe can be spoiled...

Your heart will broke in to pieces, Sweetheart!

And what will you lose will never be fixed,

So just stay away...It’s a game of fraud and fake World...

People enjoy and do funs, then say get lost...!

By the end, innocent people are forced to shoot themselves with a gun.

The pain of love is unbearable,

So go away... I have lots of fear.

You are a nice person and I like you so much dear!,

But I can't love...

There is nothing like this...

That can't be...It’s not a joke ...not a fun,

I don't wanna do...It’s undone.

It is just a temporary attraction,

Will fade with time if you avoid & ignore,

But if I supported this ....we will get lots of tears soon.

I feel lucky to hold you as my friend,

I don't wanna make it as a curse or a bane.

But still THE BOY repeated the same lines.....

I will love you until I die.

Please try to understand....

We will live happily if you and me unite together and stand...

She had lots of things to say, But the girl just said that ……………….

You can easily go,

Whenever you find to choose between me and family......

What will you choose?

Don't you know what you will lose?

Just keep away from these things...

These are just a crap waste and useless things.

We both will cry,

If we do love or even try.

Every time options will be given to save one only,

But you fail to choose me in your life,

And I have to survive lonely.

The boy replied ……….

I'll choose you and family,

As if there is a need...

I will myself die,

I can't leave you, can’t even try.

You will never be alone even if I die,

I'll be with you like a shadow and surely never cry.

You will be my top priority until I hold breath,

If you are with me I'll be there to hold you forever,

So don’t get scared.

If we are together,

It’s fair enough to get victory,

Our unity and bond will change the history.

The girl had nothing to explain more,

She just said,’ No '! …

And the boy got calm.

The reason was...

She doesn’t wanna do the boy any harm...

They have a bond beyond the evil discrimination of caste colour and creed,

But what the boy asked can provoke the problems of greed.

The girl was happy with his friendship and don't wanna lose it,

But boy don't think that the relationship can work like this and tried to end it.

He asked many times, the reason of saying, ‘No'!

Are you want a relationship of brother sister went through?

Tell me the reason behind saying 'No'... I don't have job,

Is it the reason, you wanna go??

I'll get a job soon…..

Reach the height of the moon...

I'll arrange all the luxurious things of life,

Will you be my wife??

I'll hold you in all ups and downs...

Give you all security safety and the Queen's crown.

Never leave you in the thunder of rains,

Not even in the mid of hot summer...

I'll keep you close to me like a colt of winter.

Life can end but love will not,

It is immortal even after death.

Though she can feel his pain,

The girl was listening to him; she knew he was not wrong.

There was something she wanted to tell him…..But she got calm.

She was not have enough courage to send him away,

She knew He loved her too much,

Can do anything if she said, “Yes”,

But that will be wrong.

She had seen how much he loved family,

Choice between her and family can break him easily.

So she decided to go away from him so far,

As after saying "Yes"!

They will cry more.....

The separation from family or separation from each other will be the option.

How I bear if I chose him or he chose the second one,

Or what if we choose each other but family denies,

We just weep scream and cry.

So she closed things all of a sudden,

She haven't said "BYE" or "GOODBYE",

She went away from him so far,

Where he can't send any message or call,

Sometimes she tries to know how he is.

But can't speak more just because of the guilt,

She knew she hurt him so badly,

She wanted to tell him that,

Without him her life also passes very sadly.

"Love and Casteism”

When she discussed her problems with her best friend “MOM” and she denies that he will never accept you as your wife if his family denies…….but her heart had different opinions…...

Let's think ………

Who is wrong?

Who is right?

Every coin has two sides,

That's why my brain still has fights.

Life of two unknown, started from social sites,

Friendship converted into love,

But end by social issues or social fear of fight.

We were stranger, never met, never talked.

But in dreams, WE together walked.

Hadn't seen never ever in life,

But had a bond of trust and smiles,

Both love one another,

I called it friendship,

He called it love.

Both Wanted to pass our life together.

Due to other caste, I got family rejection,

So decided to keep calm and go away,

Without telling what's the problem on this way.

Who was right, who was wrong?

My heart always asks –

Why you were not so strong?

To win your love and see the bright sight...

Why social evils have that power?

How your loves get rejection?

Why you are in so much pain and have dejection?

What should I tell to my heart?

It's not a matter of love,

It's a matter of caste.

Love has powers to win all,

But it can't get victory on the discrimination of colour creed and caste.

People choose the people of same caste,

Otherwise leave the one, whether one live in one's heart.

“For that boy she is a girl who have never understand his feelings,

The girl never discussed her problems of family, society…..

And what she actually wants ……..

She just denied by saying that she don’t believe in all these things.”

“Untold Feelings for Special One”

I know the pain behind every "No”

When I said to HIM, let it be and just go.

I know the pain behind “Silence”,

When the ONE was “Quiet”,

He was with ME but " No argument -No fight".

I know the pain behind “Ignorance".....

When I went away from HIM far Aside,

I know the pain behind Curiosity of knowing reason …..

Why I'm behaving like HE is "A Stranger or An Unknown Guy"

And I replied,” I was busy or have bored from all these social sites",

I know,” The pain of Avoid and Ignorance",

When WE both were online and never texted,

Otherwise say ‘Hi ‘or ‘Bye’.

Try to get indulge with others,

But cry in pain when one go further.

I know, “The Breathless feeling”.

When HE got serious, calm and quite-changed,

Have time for everyone....

But for me just say "Hey"!

How are you?

Enjoy,

Keep fun,

Good morning,

Good afternoon,

Good night,

Now I'm leaving,

Have lots of work to do...

Busy in jobs and life too.

Take care of yourself ..;

I know you will definitely do.

And yeah!

Have smile on your face while moving,

Well! I already know you will be surely doing.

I know I was losing the one, step by step, by my deeds,

But I was doing this for one's pleasure and peace.

Only one could Happy in this journey.

Perhaps I'm sending him away from all kinds of misery,

By the end, Yes! He moved on...

And all feeling & emotions of love or friendship bond,

Now finished, vanished and must say had gone.

But I still have the same place for one in my heart,

Time passed people change, but I can’t.

This is something beyond any explanation,

What I have is, without any expectations,

That's why I feel the same as it was,

He hold a place as before as He hold in past.

“Mr. India”

An Unknown /Stranger

Very first and the best male friend of her life

Thought & feelings about A friend whom the girl never expected anything except his friendship for forever ………..

In the mid, I got a way…

There was lots of thought in my mind to say,

Then I found someone to share those thoughts,

This is like lots of happiness one brought,

I told all things what I had in my mind ….

And found a cold breeze of rest and peace of wind.

One support me like a mirror or glass.

What one gave me the care and concern to the mirror of vase!

We cried together in pain,

I feel like blood started running again in my vein,

One's company cured me soon,

It's like the blessings of the god or boon.

Somehow I revived myself again.

One’s hand saved me from that pain.

I smiled a lot with that dear,

One is not with me but still I feel one is here.

The one closest to my heart,

I wanna call one, once as a Sweetheart!

A very special hug to one, have a big place in my heart.

I never miss you, as you are always in my heart.

Thought running about you in my mind every time,

I can’t forget your company of dark mid night.

You the one hold special place within my life,

Somehow without your existence possible I'll die,

Your memories are the treasure to my life.

I wanna be a good companion of you in all good or bad time,

If not possible;’ No worries’!

I'll keep you in my heart with good memories.

Time will pass and all will fade soon,

But you will be the only one close as the god too.

I love you more than I can,

But you closed the entire door we had.

Yeah! I can't forget even though,

You are with whom, where you shouldn't go.

But still I have the feelings Unremoval.

Your happiness is still more precious than any clearance,

No matter if you don't have the same thought or feelings,

But I had I have and it will until my whole life &living.

Family vs. Love {Mom’ Heart Attack}

I wish I can do what you ask?

It's a god gift that anybody wants.

A true love is a dream of every one life,

But I'm in some those worst conditions that I can't hold you tight.

If I choose you I have to come to you,

But my home needs me much more than I need you,

It's a heart and brain fight,

At the list of priority my family is on the height,

I can't leave my mom to die alone,

That's why I have to choose this separation and go from,

It's a curse or boon god will decide,

What we will have we will surely find,

I wish you get what you wish more,

And live a happy life more than.....you wish for,

I wish you all the very best for your career and life,

I hope you will get the best partner as your wife,

What is in my destiny will come to me,

If I deserve, you will meet again with me.

I can't choose my happiness,

This is the dishonesty with mom's love,

She needs extra care support of her beloved,

Sorry to hurt you, give you a pain,

But believe me it's not my selfishness, it's a life's game.

The circumstances don’t allow me to go with you.

I don't know what the punishment I'll get, to hurt my dear, you!

You are very special for me; you just make me smile every time.

I can’t afford that my deed-action-rejection make you cry,

You are an angel of my life,

I wanna do everything that make you happy and give zeal and rejoice,

Sorry to give this pain,

Please don't think I did it for my profit or gain.

AN UNTOLD FEELING

When She finally told him to wait for sometimes and she came to know that he is getting married though he congratulated him but got unconscious after hearing this and when she woke up she forgot all , just knew that she last talked to him to wait for ……..Thus she waited herself for many years ……...

AND HE NEVER CAME……….

Yeah I waited so long, for one message or text

I waited for answer of one question, I said.

Seconds passed, minutes ruined and Hours vanished,

Days went, month changed and year challenged.

Still I just waited for one and this is how calendar replaced.

But He never came; I just wept, scream &cried in pain.

My hope not over yet, I tried to hold myself for one.

People called it madness,

They introduced me as a stupid or foolish girl.

Treated me like an idiot, and called me mad for some

But yeah I was crazy for one.

The special one whom I know,

‘The stranger’…...

With whom I never met.

Trusted very first time,

But it's proved as useless or in-vain.

That's why...I never be the same again.

Yeah people are right,

And I was wrong.

I lost myself and no love, I gain.

The one never came, He moved on.

And life we dreamed had gone.

“MEMORIES”

She lost her MEMORIES after that incident, have one name in his mind, nothing much!

Somehow she can feel him in her surroundings …..

And Yeah I saw him in my house,

I heard his voice and whistle ‘sounds,

I felt him everywhere,

Though all says he was now-here,

Except in my mind, but I felt him my surrounds,

All said it was just a dream, but still I can't believe...

I love him in real and that's why, what all said is still not clear....

What was the reality of that last night?

He was talking to me...Am I right?

How I’m still alive,

If he got marry I should die.

How my mom punished in this mystery

What I have in my love history

He can’t marry no- never, not at all,

How can he leave me…. he loves me a lot he said at last?

Every Passing Year Forced Her to Say

Something good or bad About Him,

People criticized her for her condition...

Ask who he was for her,

How she knew him,

How anyone became so mad for one...!

Without knowing without seeing how can you love one?

But All the Time She Finds Herself Guilty

As she knows he was right

And she herself was not wrong

But taunts were unbearable

She wanted to talk him as the real one.

But she herself closed all doors,

They are just unknown once again nothing more.

Somehow lots of things she wants to share about love bonds………………

“Voice of that girl”

Think before trusting an Unknown,

And if you find something Fishy,

Close your heart's door,

Please open your minds,

Don't Trust Anyone as a... "Deaf; Dumb; Blind"!

Don't fly in dream's climb,

Fight for Rights,

And say "Goodbye" if you are not happy with that Girl & Guy,

If one is not able to give you...

What you are wishing for,

Close all Hearts Brains' Doors.

They will come with different faces so many times,

But remember one is not good person if one is telling lies.

One maintain your trust promises, Then only go ahead,

Otherwise leave the one and get separate.

As one's company is harmful like a poison,

That can kills you like a bite of python.

All can text you...

"Good Morning"!"Good Night"!

The real one can identify the pain behind your "Silence "or "Smile".

The one will care you in your pain,

Can’t leave you like a "crane".

So be humble to those...who are showing they care for you,

But don't assume they will remain forever with you.

Love connects with heart....Mind flows with that,

But My Dear! This is the Practical World,

Take break and just notice one's words.

Brains are Brilliant in playing the games of hearts,

So think before trusting these words or text……..

I'm in love with you...Will you be mine?

I'll keep you with me until I die...

I have a desire to hold your arms...

I can die for you if you want...

I wanna kiss you on your head...

I wanna sleep in your lap...

I will live with you forever...

Never leave due to any fight or fear...

Will you be my Life partner for forever?

It's something make you feel special!

But this is the game," Sweetheart"! , For all love player.

Beware of this love mystery,

It can change your life documentary.

Cheating can't be ignored so easily,

Anyone can't move-on so quickly,

Cheaters cheat and forget,

But can't recover the faith, the trustworthy lose.

The person can't be the same again,

One just holds the scattered items that remain.

All became indulge in their life,

But what one lost one never finds.

The piece of trust and love always pinch the one,

Whenever you see….. “The dearest one with some-other.”

Don't think I'm against the love Dear!

I just had seen these incidents & have lots of fear.

Love is a blessing of God,

But becomes curse by the act of fraud.

No one is able to overcome from that pain,

Don’t understand what the people gain.

So beware of these things & first archive your dreams.

Just make the crowd ready for you…. to speak, shout or scream,

You will surely get what you deserve,

Till then make you secure & preserve.

But if you find someone, who cares you more than yourself,

If you find someone with whom your hearts feel secure & safe,

If you feel the emotions for the love, Ones give,

If you find you can't be happy if that one cry,

So just hold that-one for your high fly,

That one whose heart makes you happy or sad,

Talk to your family-mom dad,

Tell everything to your closet one,

And don't leave your love in any condition,

Together you can fly high,

So don't get nervous or become shy.

Do all efforts to get victory.

And solve the true love's mystery.

“LOVE VS REALITY”

She was unable to bear the pain of losing one,

All were calling him fake and fraud,

She can’t listen; not a single word, against him,

She knew she herself did this,

But somehow she can’t deny

Why he said nothing before going she can’t clarify………………

“Real Love A Puzzle Or Mystery”

The past was a puzzle or a mystery,

But now it will really create a history.

Lots of things came and vanished,

All the fake or false things are finished.

But I'm not happy yet...

It's can't be over like this.

The end of this mystery can't be so pathetic,

There must be some good lessons or ethics.

How it can broke the real one so badly?

That the whole life the one saves will pass sadly.

How can the truth become so unreal?

Why the goodness is not worthwhile?

Who can snatch the trust and love from others?

How anyone can win so easily with evils?

Why no one is giving trouble to those kinds of people?

Why they are able to cursing the others life..?

In a moment or just in a while!

Is evil has that much power?

That can FADE the glory of truthfulness goodness love and believe...

How any bad person treats these virtues as their slave?

Who will do the justice?

Who will show the right path?

Where should one go?

After losing these virtues...

Should one also surrender and do the things like others doing?

Or should die as unable to do survive or compromise..?

What if darkness of evils covered all paths?

Who will there to show the right path?

Winning and losing isn't the matter of sorrow,

But without originality or the real one…., it's something like life of borrow.

THE END

The guilt of hurting a true man,

The girl unable to avoid and ignore,

She did all good efforts to save mom' life,

But the sorry feelings of snatching the smile made her cry,

All became happy soon,

But she got depression as a curse or a bad boon,

She was unable to hold that burden of breaking a heart…

He was my special one,

How can I hurt him?

He gave me smile,

How can I cursed him,

His silence, less talk, no smile, no laugh was something that killing her badly,

And that's why she was happy outside,

But dejected within and dealing HESELF sadly.

The end of story was pathetic for girl,

As she left him alone to move further,

And Yeah! He did the same,

He won all life games,

He got job, success and beautiful wife,

What he deserves he earned in a short span of time,

But the girl lost herself,

As she was unable to go ahead,

She cried-wept-screamed for him but no one could give him back...

She chose her family but lost herself and forgot all,

She just remembered that guy whom she don't wanna lose ....not at all,

She believed in the power of almighty,

That if she deserves him, God will clear her all anxiety,

But things went wrong and she was unable to move on,

What she loved too much now had gone.

Nothing left, nothing went,

But she was not the same again,

The pain of losing the dear one always remained the same.

The love or friendship came to its end in pathetic dejection,

Though the boy became sad and quiet first but moved head,

But this separation made the girl mad,

The boys was happy, have a beautiful wife now,

But the girl failed to forget him so ended her life.

That is something I can't explain in words……

Love was beyond all greed,

But what kind of mentality, have human’s breed,

Even Animals know the value of love,

Just for it, they become the best slave.

Though human treats them rudely, they forgive their behave,

Still people said it's forbidden in our religion & caste,

It's beyond social values & worth’s graph.

I wish that girl had that much courage to face this evil,

And try to be a happy human being…

No matter people called her uncivilized or uncivil.

I wish she faced the arrogance,

And avoid love's ignorance,

I wish she got rid from the bias thinking of everyone,

And trust herself that love not forbidden for anyone.

I wish there was someone to guide,

Who made efforts to make her dreams’ bride?

I wish people try to understand this now….

Caste colour and creed are not the

Measurements of humanity somehow,

I wish that innocent girl could be revive again,

And live her life without this pain.

Love is a gift of god,

Don't make it bane.

Please live happily,

And stop the things those are full of shame.

Thank you

By Anuradha Singh