Trust The Process

By Gokul Prabhu

It was happened in 2019,I was going back from my classes to my home in my bike, Am not fond of those

terms like cornering ,rage throttling because rash driving is completely out of my league. I was going in

my lane at a typical safer speed for Indian roads (60kmph), things went mad when that truck came in

opposite road tried to overtake the bus in front of that using my lane without noticing me, I kinda faced

the trucks head light face to face luckily due to my reflexes at the last second I managed to change the

direction went off my lane plucked out that chance to live from the thin air literally faced the disaster

face to face. The Exquisite twist is at that time...when that high beamed lights from the truck blinded my

view and I was �� this close to death, my girl’s face came to my mind, I had millions of thoughts in that

fraction of second like how can she handle my absence, how can she fill that void, Is there any other guy

in this entire universe who can love her like I did, Idiocy is my mom’s face who worked hard for her

entire life time to give a economically stable life wont came to my mind when i faced the death, Yep

love is a lunatic state. Then she left me for a better guy (I respect her decision).The reason for writing

this is today I faced the exact same scenario(but today it’s bus) literally more close than that(fell down

but not wounded big),but this time her face didn’t flashed in my mind, More than a year am struggling

hard to sleep, my days are just rambling with lack of positivity and optimistic mind, I tried hard enough

to create a good vibe around me but my downhearted syndrome killed all my efforts. Excruciating part is

till yesterday am not even sure that am in that process or not ,But today I have to thank that bus driver

who literally killed me, He helped me to understand am still alive in that process of forgetting her and

those happy days, Yeah things will happen but it will take some time, It took me a whole year just to

understand that am still alive in that process, But it feels like how Newton felt when he saw that apple

fell down from that tree, sounds simple but it will change the world around me. And finally there is a

light at the end of my tunnel ... Yes I am moving on��.

By Gokul Prabhu