True Love

By Amruta

It was my first time I could connect great mentally to a person. Though he was flirtatious in the beginning, I liked the support, friendship, care and motivation he offered. The connection was effortless and peaceful. Destiny and Universe showed negative signs and had to release the person. But I was disappointed about this. After he walked away blocking me, I was hurt but couldn’t let go of him. I liked his friendship and wanted to hold his hand and walk along the beach. I used to feel his energy accessing me for few days. It took me 21 days to fully release him. I regretted and cribbed his loss but had tears of gratitude for the way he supported my alienated self for years. I was seeking help and surrendered to God. When I thought I had released him, my intuition reminded of him again. My soul started speaking its own language over night and I saw a vision of two soul mates kissing in the cosmos. My heart got activated and started missing him again. It started crying on its own every night and when I tried to erase his memory, my heart used to miss him even more stronger. I started to see him as the one, a new window opened for me within where I could see a possibility of companionship.

I connected to him subconsciously and shared an emotional connection of love and care with his Higher Self. His Higher Self was giving me messages through songs and scrolling texts. When I tried to move on to talk to other people, my heart used to literally turn back and look at him as if there is some unfinished business. I thought of reaching out to him after 45 days to express how I feel and to share the moment. He mentioned that he doesn’t remember me whereas I couldn’t forget him a single day. He exactly mentioned those messages which I saw from his Higher Self earlier. He acted out of ego and hurt me more with his ill words in a condescending way. After realising he is not interested in my friendship, I tried to delete him from my memory which caused more heartache and pulled my old wounds to the surface leaving me broken. I made an attempt to express my worth which he again personally took as intimidation and blocked me. He failed to even care for me during my pain but dismissed my feelings. My heart deeply connected and used to feel love and care, I felt a soul merge. I have learnt to release people out of compassion and detachment. Attachment is unhealthy even if it’s a soul marriage covenant between the souls. This is True Love !!

By Amruta