Transgender

By Priya kashyap

The moment was of geity when I breathed in her womb.

Finally one day my existence on this earth gave birth to a mother. Hopeful ,delighted and teary were her eyes when she took me in her lap, but someone was there who was not in the river of contentment When I was born… My father.

It's just a matter of time when nurse told them that I am neither a girl not a boy.

All the laughs and all the feet were taken back from the place of my birth

It was only my mother who looked at me with love.

Mother, the only creature on this earth who has no discrimination for her child. she was told to close my eyes with the pillow at the hospital but how can a mother be so cruel..

At last she won the battle of taking my breath away from the society.

The story doesn't end here, it was the beginning ..

Given shirts to wear but love sarees to wear, given creams to apply on me but like the lip balms and wore makeup to be happy.Havoc was surrounding the life.

First was the kingdom of love and dreams in my mother and another was the society and family members .

After being rebuked by my own blood,she decided to take me out of that Netherland where everyone was like a devil to my life. she took me to an orphanage and left me in the darkness of being lonely.

The walls of that cage Haunted me. I felt like I will die

As I have heard that god is for everyone, I got my angel over there. Having same body with different soul was a blessing to me.she taught the purpose of my life. that was the instant when I found my life worthy. she made me to live a life, full of emotions ,hope,aim and happiness. mother used to come and see me regularly. It felt like a goldsmith left it's precious gem somewhere else,

Mother was in the same alignment.

I made myself propitious as to the transgender community. hard work and dedicated goals made me realise that your identity is not sexuality because it is God who made us man or a woman.

from now I felt myself blessing from God. the person who did not put an eye on me was also delighted to see my worth,.. my father.

he is my strength now but still I remember what was happened with me in my childhood. I have learnt a lot of lessons from life and society that:

we are all sent on this earth with the purpose I perceived my purpose in the orphanage.

it's not your mistake that you are born as transgender but it's your mistake if you don't treat yourself as a human.

you deserve the respect from the society as every normal person do.

you deserve all the happiness as everyone who is needed to get respect from society..

By Priya kashyap