By Yashvi Raval
"The distance is better than being close
Sitting next to you gives me fake hopes"
When I thought I was special
In your heart I had my fraction
& when I thought you were my forever
But you gave everyone equal attention
& I chose to be distant.
I thought I lost my sane
Balancing between real and made up image
Figuring out what all had changed
But there you were just the same
I guess it's my fate that you'll never understand.
It's not that I didn't try
But you called my name, as a friend
It made me cry
All night, you weren't there
All night, I wished someone was there
To set me free..
I suppressed my feelings
Before I could confess
You made your boundaries
Before I could digest
That it was never meant to be.
Seeing you now makes me froze
Quite late but I finally know
That distance is better than being close
Sitting next to you gives fake hopes.
It's not your fault, but it's not mine either
All these days we were together
For both of us it was quite different
I had so much to say
But there was a price of friendship to pay.
I try not to show it on my face
Coz that will make you sad
It is never what I want
You deserve to be happy
Even though I'm not.
Isn't it weird, when you were pairing me with somebody else
I hoped you to say yes
All the other guys liked me then
Except for you, what a shame
And now I feel how they felt
To be not get liked back...
I wish somehow you could know
What I felt all this time for you
You were a great friend
But it was me who expected something more
But now the distance is better than being close
Sitting next to you gives me fake hopes....
By Yashvi Raval
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