Somewhere, Maybe...

By Ronit Ekka

Somewhere in this world

I lost once again

I was never the perfect one

And because of this I never got what I wanted to obtain

I failed on almost every stage 

Every place of my life

And the guilt of these things

Pierce through my heart like a really sharp knife

Everything I did 

Every piece I aligned

Fell apart from one another 

As if destiny wanted something to unwind

Unwind the things unknown to me

Things I always should have known 

And to clear out those negative thoughts 

Which, inside me, has grown 

I don't really know 

What reality means for me

Or it is just the delusional world of poetry, music

And stories that always attract me to see

See the things never experience

See the things never so felt before

And some of the memories maybe 

Which still leave me on the shore 

On the shore or silence

The shore of a mighty sea

Sea of unsaid thoughts 

A whole ocean of memories that used to make me glee 

Somewhere in this world

I may have lost again

But there are still things to treasure 

And things still left to be gained

By Ronit Ekka