Regrets

By Shana Fathima M N

I have many regrets in my life

I regret that I was born

I regret I was living

I regret I can't end this life

I regret to be living as fat and ugly

I regret I didn't said the last goodbye to my appa

I regret I can't move on from that 

I regret I can't do the things that my appa told me for the last time

I regret I didn't cut his nail for the last time as he wished

I regret I didn't wake him up when I last saw him

I regret I didn't call him appa for the last time

I regret to take the decision not to disturb him from the sleep for the last time

I regret I didn't hugged him for the last time. 

I regret I can't see him anymore

I regret I can't correct all this mistakes

I regret to live this life as hell

I regret that I can't end this life

I regret .......... I regret....... 

I regret this fu*king life

By Shana Fathima M N