One More Day To Die

By Atharva Ughade

All around me is so fast,

I can't seem to catch up that pace to everything,

I am being like pushed into a locker of pain,

Its blood stains all over me and in that state for hours I’ve been.

I am gonna knock out the door with my fists,

I am gonna knock down everyone coming at me,

I am gonna shoot the glock in my head before,

The hurt I wanna give, I myself could barely see.

I have been in that nightmare over and over again,

I have been there in my own past over and over again,

I am stuck in a loop tight my hindsight all blur,

I am running into myself over and over and it is turning me insane.

If a bullet could choose a course of the hit,

I am too afraid of my brain spilling on floor,

I too adore my own self to hit in the head,

I would appreciate it if it hit the source of my pain, my heart that's been torn.

But all these thoughts and still i am the slowest,

Everythings fast around like i am totally high,

I try that i get to the gun fast tho,

Courtesy of my body, my mind, my in pieces heart and thoughts, I’ve been denied.

(Cheers to one more day to die)

By Atharva Ughade