Not Anymore - By Bhavya Jayabharathwaj

Written By: Bhavya Jayabharathwaj

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Bhavya Jayabharathwaj presents "Not Anymore," an evocative piece of poetry, in the esteemed category of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This poignant work delves into the theme of change and the evolution of friendships over time. Bhavya's reflective writing captures the bittersweet nuances of growing up and the inevitable transformations that accompany it.

About the Work

"Not Anymore" explores the transition from childhood innocence to the complexities of adult relationships. The poem is imbued with a sense of nostalgia and introspection, highlighting the shifts in understanding and connection between friends. Through vivid imagery and heartfelt emotion, Bhavya captures the essence of evolving friendships, prompting readers to reflect on their own personal growth and changes.

Not Anymore

Original Submission by Bhavya Jayabharathwaj

I'm not her anymore—

that little girl

fighting over seashells.

And you

aren't the bobbed,

bunny-toothed girl

who got locked in the washroom

and thrown off the go-round

because of me.

At first,

it was just us.

Then it wasn't.

I thought

we'd stay us.

I'd stop maths problems

to answer

your rare call.

You told me not to call you—

so I didn't.

I listened,

advised,

apologised.

Because

you knew all the facts:

my favourite colour,

my hobbies,

the things that hadn't changed

for years.

But somewhere

along the way—

I changed.

And you

never got to know her.

For me,

friendship

lies in questions.

Not knowing everything,

but wanting to.

Did you stop trying?

Did I?

I would dress carefully

just to see your reaction

to something new.

I never got one.

I tried to tell you

small things,

big things.

You would smile

and tell me about your day.

I thought we had more time.

But since we're growing up

anyway—

let's grow up.

I am not

that girl in the pigtails,

and you

aren't her best friend.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, organized by Hashtag Kalakar, is a celebration of literary talent from around the world. This prestigious event invites writers to share their unique voices and stories, fostering a vibrant community of creative expression. Participants explore diverse themes through poetry and prose, contributing to the rich tapestry of contemporary literature.

We extend our heartfelt thanks to Bhavya Jayabharathwaj for sharing "Not Anymore" with us as part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Her introspective exploration of friendship and change is both moving and thought-provoking. We appreciate Bhavya's contribution to the competition and look forward to witnessing her continued journey in the literary world.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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