Not Again

By Drishti Rangnani

I feel myself fading away

Yet again in the darkness 

Of my emotions and mind 

I don't know how 

But I am lost again 

Within myself 

I am trapped 

Going over and over again

Pushing myself down 

So deep

No strength left

Neither am able to gather any 

To come up and breathe 

Being hard on myself

Torturing mentally 

Challenging my future

Handing everything over to flames

Positive me is lost

Lost over growing me

By Drishti Rangnani