Never The Same

By Decorian Morgan

 will not be able to be the same me

I cannot change what happened

Never again will I be brave

She will never forgive me

No matter what she says

I can never look myself in the mirror again

I’m not the person I thought I was

I will not be able to protect my family

She will always remember I failed that day, she can never forget it

I was not prepared for what happened.

I could not have made a difference

I was not strong enough

I will not believe the only person hurt was me

I will not let my internal pain show

I will not get my confidence back

My pride will never allow me to forget this

My heart will never let me forgive myself

By Decorian Morgan