My Journey

By Suhani siyal

All i see is what i should be

Smarter, happier, prettier

But i just felt crappy being compared to what i see

Time passes and i sit here alone bitter

Jealousy runs in my blood

I only know how to be bitter

All you do is make me feel like a dud

Or go tell everyone on twitter

Why is your life so perfect

That mine looks like trash

But all you do is neglect

Because you have cash

How do you get everything

And i'm stuck in hell

Sitting in the swing

Trapped in my shell

What's your secret

Tell me please

I know i'm weak but

I'm begging on my knees

It took me years to realize

To see your cloak of illusions

I didn't need to have a perfect face, but just clearer eyes

So i could understand my delusions

You cost me hours of therapy

To fix what you broke

All for your popularity

That sent everyone else up in smoke

You cannot steal my thunder

You cannot steal my charm

then come and wonder

Why you trigger my alarm

By Suhani siyal