My Favourite Person

By Lovely Joy Galez

Hi boo,

How are you today?

I hope you’re doing well out there 

because it will make me smile knowing your answer will be

“I’m all good”

You know I will be missing you right?

Like I’ll miss our chats every day

Like I’ll miss messing around with you

Like I’ll miss making you laugh

Like I’ll miss you saying “hello sweets”

Like I’ll miss our laughter​

Like I’ll miss our deep conversations

Like I’ll miss how your day was?

Like I miss you whining and telling me

“Nonoo! Don’t imagine my self-wearing those Arab clothes”

 because “You will look like different wearing those”

and I just laughed at you(ha-ha)

but oh, don’t worry I will still do that sometimes, 

Imagining that you might be still around out there.

It keeps me reminded of you, you know? 

every time I see those things I just keep shaking my head smiling like an idiot while looking back to our conversations.

God, I miss you,

But the tears in our eyes will never be enough reason to revive a person’s heart back in life.

Not enough to show God how we still need this person to be around,

I know there will always be a reason for our “whys” 

but I can’t help it and asked God Why?

Those why’s that I know somehow, we’ll find answers at the end of the day, you know?

We need it in order to heal our broken hearts,

Because no matter how our heads won’t accept it, the throbbing pain in our chest can’t hide the wounds that one by one making a person weak.

The tears of sorrows that only symbolizes of how fragile person we are, we do have feelings, “a sensitive​ one” emotionally speaking.

Our heart will always be the soft spot of our body; it shows the vulnerable side of a person that we needed to be taken care of.

You made me cry all night you know? and wish God, 

"If I can only go back in time" to save your life, but I can’t just go back.

I can’t go back.

I don’t have the ability to hold the time, and I can’t hold your hands before you closed those beautiful eyes of yours,

And I wanted to blame you for leaving too soon but I can’t just do that,

I can’t do that to you,

You were too pure to be blamed of for something so tragic that we couldn’t stop to happen.

And I just cried all night realizing it, because thru these tears in my eyes,

it will show God how deep you got into my heart.

To show him how painful it was,

To show him how thankful I am that he saved your life for taking you too soon in this chaotic life.

To let GOD know that once in my life there was one pure soul who have touched my heart, made me feel something inside and his name was, Sam.

He was a Friend and Hero to everyone.

By Lovely Joy Galez