Looking Back

By Sindhu Chowdary Valiveti

A place too dark to even have a memory that you have gone through it ... A feeling you can never relive because it's so painful that it can tear you up ... A person too scared to stand by you that they left without a reason , while you are stranded between being too good to miss them but too bad to not forgive them ... The pain you held hid...

The sorrow you burrowed ... Those walls against which you wailed ... Those pillows where your tears were shed ... Those noises in your head distorting the voice from the depths of your head ...

Those dirty stares that seem

impossible to be erase ...

Those parts of you that bled ...

And the longing for a little love from the person dead ...

You have been through it all

But do you know ? When I see you ... every feeling you ever felt can be felt... but I still see the kindness spread from under your skin and in to me ...

You are a vault I like to live in ...

You are mighty miracle .

By Sindhu Chowdary Valiveti