Little Did She Knew

By Sejal Jain

Little did she knew, she would grow up this big

Counting stairs, learning bits.

Meeting people, scrutinizing self.

Falling down, leaping over.

Crossing walls, fighting from self.

But she was timid, she was shy, because she was a petal from the flower broken during times she tried her best to stay by. 

But maybe there was something else waiting on for her but she always tried to get back to that same flower.

When she learnt she didn't belong there but everyone always bought that flower and through those times she would struggle & struggle from self breaking her own walls. 

She's still entangled but has now been courageous enough to not look back ever again...

Fought & fought & fought

That's all she knew from the time she got her brains. 

Breaking boundaries, touching heights that's all she ever wanna do. 

But something inside her just holded her back always & she couldn't fight.

She would portray to the world she was the strongest, & she was but she couldn't work.

She would lie to herself again & again & again & always suffer. 

She was not just a girl she was story everyone want to read but she allowed no one to.

Because she knew the world is a big rat-trap & she believed none, though many believed her.

She is a fighter, she is a struggler all she needs is a push, the push that has been there by her in parts and peices but could not sustain so she learnt to grow on her own falling, climbing and learning...

By Sejal Jain