ISTEFA (Letter)

By MD Fakruddin S

Lagta hai khushi ne ek istifa chodatha

Par pata nahi kaha rakdiya

Hum use kabhi na padpaye

Lagta hai alvida kehna chahti thi

Alvida toh keh diya magar humnse hi kyu

Neend ka bhi istifa mil Gaya ab toh

Najane kyu ye bhi ud gayi

Kabhi kabhi jhalak deti hai magar sirf

Mujhe jagane ke liye (nightmares)

Phir baat aati hai ehsaso pe

Kab tak wajan daloge hoton pe

Ab toh muskarana bhi bhul rahe hai

Udaasi se aisa konsa Sauda karliya jo humse door Jane ka naam Tak na leti

Kab tak sehen karwane ka irada hai aapka

Ab toh har lamha chubne sa laga hai

Pata nahi kabtak rahenge, ab toh bas dua hai ki aapki(GOD) khidmat me hum pahunchjaaye

Han jaante hai ye kehna gunah hai

Par kare bhi toh kya,kuch bhi kar nahi sakte

Kuch karne Gaye toh aur bigaad dete hai

Aakhri raasta toh aajkal sirf ek nazar aata hai jiski aor hum jaane ke liye majboor ban rahe hai

Ye lamhe na jataye jaasakte hai na hi bataye

Andar hi andar apni basti basarahe hai

Shayad aadat dalwarahe hai ki ab jeena seekho inke saath

By MD Fakruddin S