Inner Union

By Airy Magic

I talk to a lot of people..

or should I say, minds.

Where I think they’ll understand,

my words just hit the walls they’ve built

to guard their hearts..

and bounce off their minds.

The mind so easy to be nudged,

labels, reacts, and judges.

What was meant to be taken in

gets thrown out - like trash in a bin.

I was right there, doing all of this,

for yes, I’d hardened myself.

I wanted to be the one guarding me,

too scared of falling apart, feeling deep..

for that would unravel all my wounds

I’d fooled myself to have healed.

I built a wall around my heart,

too scared of hurt, of breaking apart.

Quoting wisdom, faking calm..

analyzing grief, avoiding every dart.

Until it got worse..

tears flooded, broke the walls.

My heart broke again, but this time

I let everything flow until it was empty, and fine.

Being strong never meant being hard..

it means being present, letting it flow.

Allowing yourself to be,

without judgment, without show.

It’s where Shiva meets Shakti ~ in the flow.

By Airy Magic