If Only

By Dipty Mishra

If only u would have understood,

If only I would have said

If only u have trusted

If only my words been taken….

How can I forget those days,

As it still feels the same,

The look in ur eyes ,the strength in ur arms,

The lust in ur lips, making me insane…..

U showed me the world, I ever dreamed

U took me to places ,those were in the novels I read

U took me in ur arms, the way u look into my eyes

The way u said me good byes….

It’s the truth I always spoke to u,

I gave my everything only to u,

Didn’t u find my emotions for real ???

Didn’t u know the ‘pain’ was in real…..

U believed the one whom u don’t know,

Hope u trusted me, I would’ve explained somehow,

Shouldn’t have I got a chance to explain,

Without even knowing, Do I deserve this pain.

The love I have for u,

Nobody till that extent will love u…

It was so easy for u,

That I wonder did I ever mattered to u….

I know it’s late,

I know my efforts will be invain,

U don’t have time to understand

With all my strength I will stand…

I know u will carry on,

But I will try the best I can….

By Dipty Mishra