If I Could Meet My Younger Self, Would She Be Proud of Me? - By Neekita Nigam

Written By: neekita nigam

Category: poetry

Competition: Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Neekita Nigam presents a compelling introspective piece titled "If I Could Meet My Younger Self, Would She Be Proud of Me?" as part of the Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This entry gracefully navigates the realms of self-reflection and introspection, posing profound questions about pride and personal growth. Neekita's poem invites readers to ponder the paths they have taken and the dreams they once held, set against the backdrop of this prestigious competition.

About the Work

The poem explores the theme of self-reflection, questioning whether one's past aspirations align with their present self. Through vivid imagery and contemplative tone, Neekita captures the essence of a dialogue between past and present selves. The poem skillfully evokes a sense of nostalgia and introspection, highlighting themes of ambition, life's challenges, and the pursuit of authenticity amidst societal expectations.

If I could meet my younger self, would she be proud of me?

Original Submission by neekita nigam

If I could meet my younger self, would she be proud of me?

If I could meet my younger self, would she be proud of me? Am I even near where I wanted to be?

A child so happy and proud

My destiny would be beyond the clouds

Let me ask you all

can you stand unshaken, stand tall,

face your soul without fear at all,

or will you let your wildest dream crawl

twist into shadows, a ghost in your wall?

Will you lie in the eternal rest

With your ambition being a mess

Ask yourself my love

Did you become another one of the life’s dove

You get a life, I will live it to the full extend

A child with a smile no one could bend

When did that smile turn into a frown

When did the life turn so brown

Let me ask myself

Will my life be a copy of other’s on history’s shelf Another one of the dusty ragged books

That no one even bothers to look

How peaceful would it have been,

If wars and hatred wouldn’t be seen

Imagine people with love and care

Something beyond compare

Like, legit got a lesson from the past two years. Be careful of your peers.

They'll have the biggest smile when they ask for something, then ignore you like you're on the sideline.

The messages of "That's crazy"

on a sad mistake... really??

All this two-faced shit is making me dizzy.

No one thinks of you, not even merely.

Yeah, so I got a lesson.

Home, what's that? I truly have to ponder on. though I love the truest of them all.

I will support them till my life's flowers fall.

About the Competition

The Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar showcases the literary talents of writers from diverse backgrounds. This esteemed event provides a platform for poets and writers to share their unique voices and creative expressions. Participants explore various themes and styles, contributing to a rich tapestry of contemporary literature.

We extend our gratitude to Neekita Nigam for sharing her thought-provoking piece, "If I Could Meet My Younger Self, Would She Be Proud of Me?" in the Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Her work adds a meaningful dimension to the conversation about self-discovery and personal growth.

About Hashtag Kalakar

Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.