I Wanna Be That Fictional Girl

By Yasmin Parveen

Girl who’s been worn out and jaded .

Girl who everyone had traitored.

Girl who’s been holding on for her dear family .

Girl who dreams  but also knows it can’t turn real .

Girl who takes a  little bit and then moves on .

Girl who’s been nothing but strong.

And suddenly one day meets someone

Who ravages her ,picks fight with her,in many ways makes her come alive. 

Then with time they connect but she thinks he may not feel the same ,so pushes that feeling aside,at the very corner of her heart.

But she feels too much, she’s scared that she’ll lose her “something” if 

She tells him how she feels ‘cause no one before sincerely asked her –

“ Hey, you okay? “

‘Cause no one ever cared the way  he does for her.

Everyone’s only ever retreated .

And here she’s messed up thinking if he’d ever “want me ?”

“thinks about me ?”

But she never knew how he looks at her

When she doesn’t notice

When she laughs he sees the Universe shrinking for him ‘cause he knows 

“ You’re the one for me. “

Then one day one of you confide  in each other .

And you keep growing together ,closer more closer.

And you feel his pain.

He  hurts for everything  that’s been hurting you.

‘Cause he’s started loving your soul in whole .

He wants all of you 

And you wanna be 

“Small” yeah small.

You want to be hepled,

You want to be held,

Not the one who’s been holding others.

You want to cry in his arms NOT fighting anymore.

And one day you’ve got this man ,

Who you thought could just be a dream.

And here you’re holding hands with him ,

And he’s holding your heart with an invisible string ,

That by you only can be seen.

He won’t break you ever,he hadn’t said 

But there’s nothing to be said either .

‘Cause you know…

You just know his heart and he knows that you know  .

LOVE has finally come to you,unexpected .

Not in halves

Not in pieces

Not the wrong but the right kind.

Whole and full and complete. 

So be happy girl !

You’ve got  your 

Fictional Man !

Except Nothing Is 

“ FICTION .“

By Yasmin Parveen