I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS - By Nicole

Written By: Nicole

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, Nicole presents her evocative poem titled "I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS." As part of the Poetry category, this piece brings forth intense emotions and a powerful narrative. Nicole's work delves into the complexities of relationships, self-worth, and the decision to walk away from deceit and betrayal.

About the Work

Nicole's poem is a raw and honest portrayal of disillusionment and empowerment. The work captures a deeply personal confrontation with betrayal, employing vivid imagery and a bold tone. Through her verses, Nicole communicates a message of self-respect and independence, urging readers to recognize their worth and the importance of leaving toxic situations behind.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS

Original Submission by Nicole

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS.

You dug your grave,

Then expect me to come to your save,

Pave the way,

Because I’m walking away.

I won’t lie in the bed you made,

I won’t fall for the words you said,

Promising me earth, rain, wind, fire,

You’re just a dirty fucking liar.

Trust is a two-way street,

Tripped up with your two left feet,

Remember what you used to say,

Now your actions are getting in your way.

Texting girl after girl after girl,

Now princess won’t you give me a twirl,

When you smell like her tacky ass perfume,

That stench filling up the whole room.

Was it Ashley or Savannah,

You dirty pig with no manners,

At the first sign I was to run,

You said you loved me but it was all for fun.

I love myself enough to walk away,

Won’t fall for another word you say,

Won’t fall for your rehearsed pain and trauma,

Like JLO says, ‘Boy, I ain’t your mama.’

Wake up and smell the coffee,

Open your eyes and see,

I refuse to be a Matipa or Essie,

I’m not Rihanna to love the way you lie,

Like Joyce and Lindani, I will leave you here to die.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar is a prestigious event celebrating the art of words. Writers and poets from around the world share their creativity, exploring diverse themes and styles. This competition is a platform for voices to be heard, stories to be shared, and creativity to flourish.

Thank you, Nicole, for sharing your powerful poem "I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL THIS" in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your work adds a compelling voice to the conversation around self-respect and empowerment. We appreciate your contribution and look forward to more of your creative expressions.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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