I Didn't Laugh At You

By Ruchi Agrawal

"I giggled",

but not at you.

Just laughed,

bit puzzling though.

Didn't mean to hurt,

must have felt bad.

The sudden insane power to laugh,

the uninvited outburst.

Everytime it happens,

at serious situations.

When utmost I decide to be common,

there's instant change in my hormone.

Every character seems comical,

nothing seems logical.

All humorous moments and expressions,

gets more funny in mind's creation.

I'm sorry its not you,

it's  I, who is going through.

The inappropriate time to laugh,

When the staring eyes are scary enough.

I realise later,

it was nervous laughter.

The typical laughing disorder,

when I need to be serious and sober.

By Ruchi Agrawal