Heavily felt

By Chetanya Narayan Saini

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It feels so heavy,

Like a burden on the heartbeat,

Like some soul disturbing cheat,

Like loud music, not the ear’s treat,

Like that vegetable you’d never eat,

Like that person that does you mistreat.

It just feels so heavy.

I know where,

But can’t define what.

I want to suck that out of my body,

But can’t, it isn’t matter.

I want distraction for my head,

But can’t, it’s all over scatter.

What’s the therapy?

When even crying doesn’t help.

Does something in myself needs clarity?

Or it’s just a bright light asking for attention in my brain shelf?

What I know for sure is that I hate it!

It'll be over it soon and then I’ll berate it.

Leave it and get back to the world,

Let the heartbeat be a burden.

And smile so that no one doubts,

What you are hiding behind your every word.

By Chetanya Narayan Saini