Heartfelt Dread

By M Veda Adithyan

There was a time

When I hated myself

Completely

It’s scary the way you see yourself

All you could see in the eyes were fear

My mind can't stop thinking the worst

What if people don't like me?

What if am not beautiful?

Am I a burden?

Am I a lost cause?

The anxiety in my head

Can’t get enough

Its draining me to my core

Where I can feel

The darkness inside me

Spiking through my flesh

To make me the darkest

My control will break one day

Cause it had already seized half my soul

Where it will grow and grow until...

I demolish with the world

By M Veda Adithyan