He And I

By Akanksha Sapkal

once perched by the classroom door, Surveying all the girls and boys, our

hearts yearning for more.

We embarked on a mission, seeking love's sweet decree, Him in search of a

perfect match, and the same for me.

Close as best friends,

our laughter knew no bounds, Endless teasing and playful bickering, a joy

that surrounds.

As we sat side by side, our friendship, unbroken and true,

Exploring the world's wonders, together we'd pursue.

Yet, when I awoke from a dream within that classroom's veil,

He was entangled in laughter with the popular's grand-scale.

A quiet, sincere soul, a shadow in the room's glow,

Still, my feelings and thoughts ran deep, with emotions in tow.

Why would he ever see me when his gaze is set on her,

And why do I admire him when her image is the allure?

It's always her, perhaps for she's the epitome of grace,

Forever her, because I can never occupy that beautiful space.

In a world of standards, I'm a tapestry of flaws,

Yet, I longed to be the girl that his heart would applause.

But he never gazed upon me with affection's soft blend,

Never sought to be my confidant or become a true friend.

I stumbled in conversation, words lost in the breeze,

So, I chose to embrace joy, wherever it may please.

I found happiness in myself, don't need him by my side,

I won't sacrifice my essence just to have him as my guide.

Now, it's just me and my thoughts, weaving stories in my mind,

Dreaming of a day when reality and fantasy entwined.

One day, perhaps, the dream shall truly come alive,

With him and I together, hand in hand, our spirits will thrive.

In the realm of dreams, he's solely mine, a cherished part,

Within the sanctuary of my mind, I hold him close, a work of art.

Yet in reality, he's just the muse, a fleeting star's fleeting trace,

She secured him for a lifetime, while he's the protagonist in my story's

embrace.

In the sacred chambers of my heart, this secret shall reside,

Till the day destiny decrees that it can no longer hide.

And here, in this moment, I entrust you with my truth,

With these words, I send you blessings, in age and in youth.

With a poignant goodbye, we part our ways, it's true,

Yet, in this final verse, it remains my secret, between me and you.

He and I,

a whispered dream in realms unknown,

In the world's way, it's her love he's shown.

As our paths diverge for now,

with wishes unfurled, May destiny unite us in another world.

By Akanksha Sapkal