Feeling Beautiful

By Krishnangi Pareek

I am feeling beautiful

Yes right now I am feeling beautiful

Yes right now ,

When my face is filled with acne and is unclean

When my body looks like its undernourished

When my mind is still learning to be wise

When my heart is still learning to be kind

Amidst my problems , challenges

Amidst the plethora of my negative and confusing thoughts

Somehow I am still feeling beautiful

I have no clue

What spur led to this state , this moment

Maybe cleaning my room and covering my bed with white coloured bed sheets

Maybe reading good books

Maybe trying to accept and understand myself

Maybe trying to do and be better

Maybe supporting myself

It will pass for sure

But I wish it stays

Feeling beautiful and confident is all it will take for me to be the person I want to be .

By Krishnangi Pareek