Everything Is White

By Jacob James Grigware

What the fuck is that!?

I hear him say

Don’t tell me you’re… 

I am

You are 

You’re fucking high

Don’t you remember 

I do

What I said 

Last time I caught you

I said never again 

I trusted you

Did you? 

I think as I fall

Really?

My head hits the wall

First

Then the floor

My body is on the floor

Spazzing, so I’m told

I can feel my body buzzing

Every nerve

Is squirming 

I am alive

My mind is on fire

Conducting electricity

Sensation

Makes sense to me

And for a moment

I am not a person

I am simply vibrations

For a moment

Who am I?

But alive

Everything is white

Fuck, this is pretty alright

Swimming aimlessly

Wherever I am

I am deep

Was I seeking something?

My ears creak open

My eyes drink up

Oh thats right

I’m on the floor

Hi dad

Yes I am high

I remember how you threatened me

Is it time to face the consequences?

By Jacob James GrigwareV