Depression & Me

By Arshad Mehta

Don’t know what’s the matter with me

A smile on my face , but they don’t know how hard it’s been I feel like crying but no tears to shed

Sleepless nights and some fear on my bed

This emptiness is new to my heart

I have never felt this , it tears my soul apart

Face looks sore but my heart is numb

These thoughts in my brain make me feel so dumb The silence tears a cloud of pain on me

But any unwanted noise is another melody to bleed They might call it depression although I don’t know what it is This hour of sadness has come to me

Heart doesn’t say the reasons for it

But the brain is in a constant fear of leap

Alone i am in this storm of feelings

I wouldn’t utter a word to your wind of healing I just need a right way to be sane

Cause in this moment i feel the pain

Feels heavy my chest and the eyes look sore

I don’t wanna have this but it just gets worse and more Help me escape myself from me

A break would be easy i guess from the burdens of thee

By Arshad Mehta