Ageing and Alzheimer's

By Sany Sayantanee

My utter desperateness of dissociation..of dis-Identity.

Wear my shoes, you would know whats  anonymity.

What it means loosing track all at once, going astray.

Or when the ground collapses just under your feet.

Smokey cognition disappears into the thin air. Aging and Alzheimer's

My utter desperateness of dissociation..of dis-Identity.

Wear my shoes, you would know what's anonymity.

What it means loosing track all at once, going astray.

Or when the ground collapses just under your feet.

Smokey cognition disappears into the thin air.

Stucked you are in the midst of an ocean...

Or stranded you are, you know not.

Your heart racing in the heart of an endless desert...

Or deserted you are, you are clueless.

It feels your end is inevitable and you are nearing it.

A galaxy of lunatics aimlessly moving around.

The consumed mind questions the static self...

Who is this entity? Where does it come from? Who do it belongs?

Do I ever mean something to someone?

Have I strayed out willingly or unwillingly?

Or I am left out wilfully, worn out as I am?

Only an awry silence and vacuity follows.

No co ordinates, no grids, no co relations...

Memory lanes evacuated...

By Sany Sayantanee