Adulthood

By Kiwi

Those days' where I ran around in an open field with no solicitude of the world other than to have fun,

Days' where school hours were shorter,less homework,less school work, more freedom Have I took it for granted?

Getting into fights was as easy as it was to make up later, but

Without even realising, all these passed in a blink of an eye.

Maybe the dumbest wish as a kid was to be a grown up.

The older I get the more that I see, learn and realised that the world's is big, scary and cruel. Seasons never broke it's cycle but everything's changed.

Friends moves away one after another,

Will I be able to recognise them in the future if we ever cross path?

'Time waits for no one ' seems to hit harder.

Adulthood, it's complicated, painful and hard.

Regret, frustration, anxiety, worries, loneliness, depression and more I experience along the way and more there'll be in the future.

Painful memories where I got to learn along with beautiful memories I can treasure, Were some things I gain in the process.

Will my younger self be proud of what I am today?

I have come this far and I wish to persevere till the end .

By Kiwi