NULL...

By Sreeparna Sengupta

Emptiness is not really Empty. It is full of everything that just doesn't manifest" - Ram Dass

I have a heart that's devoid of all feelings

A sense of hollow, a nothingness it brings

I have a mind that cannot think

The last thoughts in it too seem to sink

A void again, my truest companion

Puts me at peace in a beautiful oblivion

My world is dark, the darkness reigns

All the colours within me seem to drain

The darkness shines in all its glory

Blinded by it goes on my life’s story

Trapped in a spiral that endlessly loops

Is my shallow being and more so it stoops

I love the loneliness and want to be there

The emptiness seems attractive, that's all I care

The charm of a ‘Null’ is hard to define

It grips you completely, though people can undermine

My world possesses all, yet it feels like blank

Dull amidst brightness, is life’s greatest prank

I've been a wanderer of all things good and bad

Now as if with no aim in life, neither happy nor sad

The feeling of Nothing did overcome me all through

I’ve got drowned into it, it feels so real and true.

By Sreeparna Sengupta