Why?

By Shana Fathima M N

What can I do to stop my heart beating

I really want it to happen

I wanna escape from this world

I wanna escape from all the worries

The world is really running around me

The clouds are moving through the sky 

like they have somewhere to go

The trees are growing taller and taller 

like they have to reach somewhere

The sun is shining more 

like it is happy than usual

The birds are flying happily here and there...

But why?

Why I'm the only one who is stuck in this world?

Why i didn't get happiness?

Why I wanna die?

Why I wish to not got up next morning?

Why I hate my own existence?

Why I wish to fade away from this horrible world?

Why? why? why?

By Shana Fathima M N