Turmoil

By K.Keerthana

How can you be so ruthless

Not letting me love you

Whenever I see you now

Always engaged , to even notice my existence

Or Am I out of your reference page

You look happier now

With the new friends you made

Maybe , this company of others made you

Come out of your cosy shell

I’m glad you did,

But when did I vanish from your inner circle ?

Past had a different storyline though

Silent you and me were ,

Bonding just perfect and tender

A nice ending of this story i supposed

Happiness was at the peak

That bonding was shaken just like the

Power cut in summer

You never hugged me or caressed my hair

Or Asked if I was okay ?

Like you now do with others

Yeah , I’m jealous of not having you

Beside me like the past

Your smile,your warmth

What should I say when I feel

One part of me is gone

Far out of reach

Why does it feel like my sweet boy

Pierced an arrow of poison in my heart ?

Or Did I get too attached ?

Feeling of apartness ,

Makes me cry

Sometimes my eyes are filled to the brim

Wanting to tell you ,

Just lets have a 2min’ chat like before

Only us , behind the curtains

Staring at each other

Why is this loneliness killing me ?

Even though I sit just across you ,

Tell me my lovely boy

Did my feeling change when

you were away? It’s confusing

How can it be ?

Or Did I really fall in love with you ?

By K.Keerthana