Those Days

By Lavanya Ranawat

I fear if anytime from now

this period will come again

as I do not want it to

come ever again in my life.

I don’t want to feel any emotion

remember any from that time.

Don’t want to again face or live

that spell ever now.

It haunts me, its memoirs, feelings

frightens me and make me more vulnerable

to remorse and reels’.

proactive days to lonely hearts flickering.

Toxic life with despondent heart

rejected for getting happiness.

Dejected and irritable moods

swinging to-and-fro in my life.

Never letting me breathe.

Never following through.

Never being constant.

Never looking for.

It seems impossible to get out

of this trap, set by my own feelings.

Don’t want to again face or live

in that time ever now.

Ever now…. Again, or any how….

By Lavanya Ranawat