The Fire I Kept - By katy Pastrana

Written By: katy Pastrana

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In her poignant poem "The Fire I Kept," katy Pastrana delves into the themes of love, loss, and self-discovery. As a participant in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, Pastrana offers an introspective piece that captivates with its emotional depth and honesty. Her work invites readers to reflect on the complexities of relationships and the enduring impact they leave on the human soul. Through her evocative language and vivid imagery, katy Pastrana's poetry resonates with a universal longing for understanding and connection.

About the Work

"The Fire I Kept" explores the nuanced emotions of vulnerability and empowerment within intimate relationships. With a tender yet powerful narrative, Pastrana's poem captures the essence of a transformative bond that ignites a fire of self-awareness and strength. The imagery is vivid and evocative, painting a picture of a profound personal journey. The poem's reflective tone invites readers to ponder the delicate balance between love and independence, ultimately celebrating the enduring flame of personal growth and memory.

The Fire I Kept

Original Submission by katy Pastrana

The fire I kept

I played the game, knowing you would win.

You had won before, and I wanted you to win again-

to feel the loss, to feel the ache,

to know I could lose and still be here.

In a battle where you asked for my consent

with every bullet you fired,

I gave it to you, like a queen who kneels,

abandoning posture for passion.

Not because I was stupid, not because I was weak,

but because my questions burned,

and you turned my curiosity into clarity.

You did not win through strategy or superior intellect,

nor because you manipulated me.

You won because you offered me the chance to lose-

not in arrogance, not in dominance or force,

but with a humble bow, a gentle touch,

and a kindness I will never forget.

You gave me a moment to feel, to learn,

without judgment, without fear.

I loved your smile, your eyes.

Your touch lit a fire in me, forever mine.

You cannot extinguish it,

for though it was kindled for you,

it burns for me and lights my path.

The deal we made was complicated in its simplicity.

You gave me a moment, like the wind-

I cannot hold it, cannot name it,

or show it off like a prize.

I can only feel it for a second before it’s gone.

I was so afraid of intimacy,

so afraid of being hurt, so scared of men.

I had been standing, frozen, before that door,

aching for so long.

You kissed the girl afraid, gently.

You opened the door.

You made it so easy, so safe.

Though it was only a moment, stolen in the shadows,

you won the battle.

In return, I found that fire,

I felt the wind,

and I lived a moment

whose memory is mine to keep.

I will ache for the loss of you,

but I am grateful for the feelings you awoke.

I will always adore you,

but I do not need you.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, hosted by Hashtag Kalakar, serves as a prestigious platform for writers around the world to share their creative expressions. This esteemed competition encourages participants to showcase their literary talents across various genres, fostering a vibrant community of storytellers and poets. Through its commitment to artistic excellence, the competition continues to inspire and connect writers, offering them the opportunity to reach a global audience.

We extend our heartfelt gratitude to katy Pastrana for sharing "The Fire I Kept" with us. Her participation in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 enriches the dialogue on love and self-discovery. We appreciate her contribution to the literary world and look forward to seeing more of her inspiring work in the future.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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