So Lost

By Aashi Krishnatray

Thought you should know

But now, No.

Thought about it a lot

And I am lost.

I don’t want to stay awake but they say I need to

Don’t want to know my faults but they I have to

Don’t want to see the things as you do.

Don’t really know what will happen if I do,

Because I don’t want to

They say there is always hope

But there is so much to cope with

They say there is always someone

But there is no one around yet

They say there is always answers

So why do I still fail?

Is it just because I am too broken?

Too broken to be fixed

Too broken to be happy

Thought you should know

But now no.

Thought I could fly

But now I am bruised up, on the floor

Thought I could win

But now I am exhausted

Thought I could be someone who I wasn’t

And now I am lost.

By Aashi Krishnatray