Self Revange

By Shirisha Ponthagani

Am Infront of my mirror,

Frowning at my own reflection.

All am seeing is wired women

Controlled by others.

I wanted to stop doing that

But am not strong enough.

Even though I want to move forward

I will always fell back,

because of my dark side

And it always Smirk at me when I failed.

We all know

Wall will never complete, With a missing brick.

That I always want to complete the gap

But am not able pick up the brick that is under of people feet.

I thought talking to my self

Will help me,

Heal me,

Teach me,

Ease the pain.

But all it did was making my heart break

But yet here am standing alone,

To fight with demons who are inside me

With a smile on my face

Success in my hands.

As I charged to them,

I became weak because of hand on my neck

But am not struggling to breath.

Am holding my breath, myself, Love, Anger, Forgiveness together

To win the fight.

In the End I won

Am covered in un noticeable Bruises,

Which my heart never fails to saw.

Here am standing tall and Strong in a light

With a smile on my heart.

By Shirisha Ponthagani