Rejection

By Shirisha Ponthagani

I can tell you what you’re wishing for,

by looking into your eyes.

But failed to see the rejection.

Don't tie up my hands,

I want to touch your flesh.

Don't throw all the shit at me,

I don’t deserve it

Don't tell that u regret having me,

because am happy to be you beside.

I choose not to show my pain,

Fearing that u will say it is pathetic.

When did I fail to see the rejection?

Opening my business mail

To write a love letter to you.

But I choose to store them in draft

Sensing that u could never reply to them

I bet you will never see the Neverland

Because you don't know the real me.

Negatives thoughts are all there in my head

Trying to explode my mind.

But I questioned myself

R u worth it?

I can't keep myself alive

When I open my eyes?

Days are coming slowly and

Going fast to get you.

But I will always know that u will reject me no matter what.

By Shirisha Ponthagani