Of Grief - By Kausani Pal

Written By: Kausani Pal

Category: Poetry

Competition: Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In the realm of poignant expressions, Kausani Pal's poem "Of Grief" emerges as a profound reflection on pain and introspection. As part of the esteemed Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, this piece stands out in the poetry category for its deep emotional resonance. Kausani Pal, through her evocative writing, explores the intricate dance between nurturing and suffering, inviting readers into a contemplative space about life's inevitable trials.

About the Work

"Of Grief" delves into the themes of self-inflicted sorrow and the complex relationship between nurturing and suffering. The poem's somber mood is captured through vivid imagery and introspective language, reflecting on the unintended consequences of one's actions. Kausani Pal's literary style is marked by raw emotion and metaphorical depth, offering readers an intimate glimpse into the burdens of grief and introspection.

Of Grief

Original Submission by Kausani Pal

Of Grief

The being that grew-

inside of me.

That fed on the pain-

the losses of me.

Yet I cared and nourished-

and let it breed;

I’ll speak of grief-though I know

not much of it.

I stored the tears of mine-

so it could drink;

and fed myself to it.

For it was the lone stranger’s arm,

that seemed to sit,

through the cold- and weary times,

and take all sadness from me.

For less did I know-

of the seeds I’d sown,

that they’d be the dagger I’d die of;

less did I know,

it was to tear-eat all of me away,

and not leave even my bones.

Less had I known-

of the dull, thorny fruit of my actions,

and that it was my deathbed

I was weaving.

But now that I know-

it’s my killer that I’ve grown,

I see no way out or around.

As I picture me bleeding inside-

wounded by the dagger-My dagger-

the one I’d hammered,

and sharpened to life.

And yet I think it’d have been better.

to die at its arm’s strength-oblivious

to the killer, who cried at my deathbed.

To die-not knowing even the shadow -

of my mistake.

Perhaps when all is said and done, I’ll still speak of grief,

though I know not much of it;

though now- I know, that I’m the reason,

of the very birth of it.

About the Competition

The Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar celebrates the art of written expression, bringing together voices from around the globe. This prestigious platform provides writers an opportunity to share their unique perspectives and narratives, fostering a rich tapestry of creativity and talent. Participants are encouraged to explore diverse themes and showcase their literary prowess in this celebrated annual event.

We extend our heartfelt gratitude to Kausani Pal for sharing "Of Grief" with us in the Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Her ability to articulate the complexities of grief through poetry is both moving and thought-provoking. We look forward to seeing more of her evocative work in the future.

About Hashtag Kalakar

Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.